Currently, I am only on medications to treat my depression and my Tourette’s. This leaves me vulnerable to anxiety attacks every once and awhile, like right now. I hate feeling anxious, it’s the most uncomfortable feeling in the world and I don’t know how to deal with it. Right now, I think I’m feeling anxious because of things I should have done today but didn’t do and that makes me think about how I only have less than a month to find a job or else I’m going to be completely broke and without any income. I have an interview in the morning, but I’m freaking out thinking my anxiety is going to get the better of me and I won’t go at all, which I’ve been known to do. I hate that I’m so unreliable, but I feel like I can’t change it, or at least, I don’t know how to change it without dealing with high amounts of anxiety. I really need a job where I can work from home, but that probably wouldn’t be good for me either because then I’d only leave my apartment to go grocery shopping. I’m in a huge rut right now. I’m the only one who can change this, but it scares me. I feel completely lost in life and I need to get my life back on track.
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