Being the freakishly obsessed Castle fangirl that I am, I was waiting and waiting in intense anticipation for yesterday’s episode. Yesterday my OTP (Castle and Beckett) got freaking married! I watched it on my computer before it actually aired because I didn’t think I was going to be able to stay awake until 9PM yesterday. When it was nearing the end of the episode I was dreading it. I was completely convinced that the entire thing was a lie and that the writers were fucking with us and that they didn’t actually get married and had in fact died or something. I was catastrophizing everything about the episode. They did actually get married though. I felt so utterly hollow though at the end when I should have been squeeing and flailing around like a typical fangirl. I remember actually feeling this same exact way when Booth and Brennan got together in Bones. I don’t understand!
Day treatment has been going well. I even went yesterday despite getting a ton of snow and the roads being wretched. I ended up not going today because I was expecting the same thing, but it turns out the roads weren’t that bad. I have only missed 2 days so far which is phenomenal for me. I just hope because I missed today that I don’t find out my favorite person in group had graduated today. I want to say goodbye to her.