I am a fearful person and I wish I wasn’t. I want to do so much with my life, but my fears keep me back. The ironic thing is that I fear doing things but one of my greatest fears is not doing what is important to me.
My birthday is tomorrow (June 4th) and I will be turning 29. As a teenager when I imagined how my life would be now, I thought I would be in a completely different place. I am not exactly happy with where I am, but I am going to change that. My plan is to spend the next year until I turn 30, doing things that scare the crap out of me. I want to go outside my comfort zone and be the person who isn’t afraid to live. I want to be whom I’ve always meant to be. I’ve started a list of things that I want to accomplish this year that I find scary. Some of them are as simple as saying “hi” to a stranger and some are as difficult as standing up for myself or admitting my wrongs. I want to do this and I am going to. Here is a complete list of things I am going to do: